depression themethere is no need for sudden and complete tragedy all this minutia will serve just as well. little by little by little everything is adding up, running down, wearing out, getting old. all this breathing, this walking, this inane conversation all this heart contraction, respiration, swallowing,depression theme
all this coughing, sneezing, vomiting,
all the feeble twitches and electrical gasps from the brain stem,
from the medulla oblongata, the midbrain, the pons is all getting very old. all the messages passed, chemicals dispersed and gathered from the thalamus and from the hypothalamus and
affection themeevery emotional connection in my body has been sawed off into useless unfeeling stumps. i can tell when something digs into me but when i reach out to someone i never know when i have actually reached them.affection theme
so when i touch you now i cannot tell if i am really touching you. i might as well be touching a phantom since i could not feel anything that was actually there to touch.
robot hamlet
